so aun! it’s past 4 in the morning. amf i am sleepy already… nagmeeting ang guild last night. personally, di ko lam kung may pag-asa pa ang guild para naman maging maayos ang lahat. errr, kahit tulog nang tulog si gm, well i guess we have to bear with that. di rin naman matiis ni bogs na iwanan ang guild. he cannot even keep the truth na siya pa rin ang naghahandle kay dicer. x_x
kakaiba nga naman ang love noh?! parang what the heck?! haha!
parang ganun din ata si kulot sa akin. wahahaha.. lagi na lang siya nabibiktima ng mood swings ko [which he calls "toyo"]. ta3na, i have urges sometimes na magmasungit at awayin ang pwedeng awayin. haizt naku. nakakainis din kasi minsan eh. tulad nun nag-open siya ng YM, i saw a certain list of his friends. di ba sa YM, may parang grouping sa friends mo sa messenger. anywhos, i saw ung isang list, ang name ay “angeli kew”. i was like, holy crap! ano yan, number two niya?!!!! i mean, i can’t help but get suspicious. first and foremost, long distance kami. eh ano kung pinakilala ako sa parents at mga kapatid?! eh kung kasabwat. tsaka isa pa, ako rin kasi mejo di loyal eh kea naman di ko maiwasang mag-isip na panu kung ganun din pala ginagawa niya?! ta3na, naasar ako. tapos when he noticed na parang ang sungit ko, he asked me what’s wrong. i raised my voice in an irritated manner and said “wala!”. naku, kasama pa naman niya pala ung 2 nieces niya, siguro nagtaka ung mga un.
later on, he confronted me. he was somehow pissed off but he was trying to cool himself. i explained later on and he kissed me and hugged me and assured me that he’s a good boy already and he’s all mine. 
sometimes, i ask the skies kung siya talaga ang para sa akin. parang haha kasi! serendipity ang drama ng meeting namen sa ragna… haha. it was like you know, unexpected. even our love kind of blossomed in a different unexpected moment. i suddenly found myself falling for him. i know di naman agad agad ako nainlove. kasi nakafocus pa ung emotions ko kay mhel. pero later on, i loved anthony genuinely and i’m glad that i did. :3
